thank you!!!

look who started posting again, ill probably still be on my other blog more, but this one kind of shows the dark side to me, which im probably more fond of when it hits midnight. I spent two weeks in a mental hospital after trying to kill myself, they heavily medicated me and sent me home. seroquel 200 mg and zoloft 100 mg for now. now im back home, more lonely than I was before the hospital. no friends, and my boy is coming home from isreal wednesday. ive had to give up my life of doing drugs. which is a real bummer sometime. I guess I feel better. it could be debated. anyway, id like to get my followers back, and have this be a legit blog again. its hard working two blogs of different style and taste but im determined. oh and I dropped out of high school. there you go.